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  1. Incredible thread, it's going to take some re-reads to full grasp everything, because there are so many moving parts and other factors to consider. But excellent work putting it into words!
  2. Hey just wanted to say I read your story book and it is amazing. I couldn’t stop reading it and can’t wait for more chapters. Great job.

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      Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed.

  3. Figured I'd hand it to you same as I did Anon, since I just remembered time-zones are a bitch. No idea if this is allowed on the site but hey, here ya go if it isn't.

     

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    Samantha Maxis "Tank" Dempsey (Post Moon)
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    The Gift Up in the sky down wind another light goes dim And I know its him Reigning like a storm again deep inside of me Light of my life find my shadow wandering in my mind Now all the threads will unwind When all the stars are aligned and I need Time to break all the mirrors But my mind is in pieces and not ready to make it clearer Upon a time down in a little room made just for me I heard them whispering my name And taking you away Pain isn't the only gift I'll give you slowly but I'll give it wholly and solely To you I've come to find mind and matter wandering without time Then all the flowers combined With all the souls that went blind to see again Time to make it all clearer And if time never ceases I'll be ready to break the mirror Drawn in a line sharp edges in the dark made just for me I hear them waking the profane And slithering in pain and withering away Death isn't the only gift I've given slowly but I'll give it solely and only To you I glow in moonlight You fall like rain (you fall like rain) We’ll take the ever-after And turn it into pain Your pain is the one thing that I feel inside me That I have been hiding inside me for you Your death is the singing I hear when I'm dreaming And the bell I'll be ringing when I sing for you Pain isn't the only gift I’ll give you slowly but I'll give it wholly and solely to You
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    Dead Ended So many names but only one is real Lost in our madness dreaming blood and steel I see a mirror or does it see me? Can you hear the panicked wings above? Coming from somewhere else Is this my own end they tell me of? Where did we go wrong? Did we know that we were dead ending? (Ending Dead) Destroy and create (Create and destroy) Our story's dead ending (Dead ended) My running nightmare is to face myself My view of Heaven looks like someone's hell I see it clearer in my violent dream Can you hear the manic screams above? Coming from somewhere else Watch this. I pretend that we're rid of all this. I will end what they all love Where did we go wrong? Did we know that we were dead ending? (Ending Dead) Destroy and create (Create and destroy) Our story's dead ending (Dead ended) Long after I've been gone they'll say He had answers only They'll see that they were wrong as the night is long and lonely Remember we were young and knew we had found the only one I've been so far away (so far away) The shadows loom above you The end will bring me back to you Soon I will know where we all go When we read our ending (Ending read) Create and destroy it all (Destroy to create) Our story's red ending (End in red) How long can we go before we all know that we never mattered? (in the end) Destroy and create (Create and destroy) Our story's dead ending (Dead Ended) Ace of Spades If you like to gamble I tell you I’m your man You win some, lose some it's all the same to me, The pleasure is to play it makes no difference what you say I don't share your greed the only card I need is The Ace Of Spades The Ace Of Spades Playing for the high one dancing with the devil Going with the flow it's all a game to me Seven or eleven snake eyes watching you Double up or quit double stake and split The Ace Of Spades The Ace Of Spades You know I’m born to lose and gambling’s for fools But that's the way I like it baby I don't want to live forever And don't forget the joker Pushing up the ante I know you’ve got to see me Read ‘em and weep the dead man's hand again I see it in your eyes take one look and die The only thing you see you know it's gonna be The Ace Of Spades The Ace Of Spades
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    Dead Flowers Blood isn't running isn't pumping in my heart and now my need for what was something is just something in the dark that I can see Is something frightening alive in something kind And they were auburn (And they were auburn) And they were hazel (And they were hazel) And lovely powder (And lovely powder) But now they're sable All because I keep growing dead flowers now And the wind is blowing a burning gown around me I keep finding dead flowers now and they're all behind me and falling down around me The leaves are falling and they're calling out my name And all the birds that once were singing are now screaming out in pain that I can feel The fruit is ripening But it's rotten to the core (rotten to the core) Pale rime enlightening A skeleton made of ash and hoar And so I keep growing dead flowers now And they're always blooming and turning brown around me I keep finding dead flowers now And there's no way out (no way out) No beginning and there's no end they're all just dead again Blood isn't running isn't pumping in my heart and when I sing about the flowers I'm just screaming in the dark and now I feel The wind is blowing and they're growing all the time And all the leaves will need to fall Bind all the flowers kill them all Show me the beauty in the air Glow ash and ember everywhere Gasping and reaving breaths of air And let the beating hearts beware I keep hiding dead flowers now but they die in the thousands a swirling cloud around and this life keeps snowing dead flowers now And I see no way out (no way out) No escape and that's why I keep growing dead flowers now And now there's no way out (no way out) No escape And now I see them growing on their own
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    Dead Again A wolf is at my door I feel it I see it in my dreams a world of my design A forced enlightening reveals it I found a life that I malign and I feel it I feel so strange Like I'm everywhere and that no one was there We only want to live forever Repeat serial suicide you can't find you and hide Am I dead Is it all over There is no pain here You lead and I'll follow My tree of life is hollow The tide has turned into rain Beneath a waning light I see it A creeping shadow spire will bleed into the sky Carotid tightening conceals this mortality These moments freeze and fall away from duality I hear my name In a voice like mine That I hear in my mind The time has come to leave for never I peel the fabric back and see me hide I can't hide from I and hide from me Am I dead Is it all over Where is my pain now In my head it draws me closer Will it know my name I feel it again and again I feel it I feel it when It's closing my eyes I feel it I see it again and again in my mind I see it when I look at the sky and I am Alive again I'm alive I feel the pain now I'm really here (I’m really here) (I’m really here) I'm alive now I'm alive now I'm alive I'm alive Now I die (again…….yeah) Are we dead Is it all over (again…….yeah) Where is the pain now You lead and we'll follow Our tree of life is hollow The tide has turned into rain Are we dead Did we cross over What is our name now (What is our name) Are we dead now Are we dead now Are we dead again
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    Snakeskin Boots Streets are aflame It's a mad game Makes you stop and stare Need an assist You can't resist We'll make quite a pair We'll slide on in A magic little wicked queen Take a spin The evil cannot get us Who do you do Place is a wreck We're hittin' the deck They don't have a friend Something strange from far beyond Is haunting all my dreams Everything looks inside out Not quite as it seems We'll slide on in A magic little wicked queen C'mon take a spin The evil cannot get us We'll take 'em on jackpots Snakeskin boots On a saturday night Kickin' down doors Tryin' to make it happen Swing don't miss In the wicked fight And then we'll start to stroll Sway and roll Take control (Yeah) You just need to slide in You little wicked queen You can't take another spin They want to get it Tryin' to upset it Snakeskin boots On a saturday night Kickin' down doors Tryin' to make it happen Swing don't miss In the wicked fight And then we'll start to stroll Sway and roll Take control (Yeah) Snakeskin boots On a saturday night Kickin' down doors Tryin' to make it happen Swing don't miss In the wicked fight And then it’s out Then dark And then We’ll go Sway Roll Snakeskin boots on a saturday night
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    Archangel In disguise in the skies burns a fire in my eyes and I'm holding the world in my hand So contorted and twisted condemned and submissive When they kneel they'll know where I stand yeah Rise again On my own Now we are Coming home It all ends Painfully and slow I'll bring them down on my own Yeah First to go (first to go) Last to know (last to know) Always the only one I control Lashing out (lashing out) Giving in (giving in) then letting go to begin again Letting go Letting go now Letting go My mind's corrupt Our souls corrode It's how we'll all end up Burning down Caving in Die by fire and begin again What breaks my pride will break your skull I bring the end just like an archangel All the ruptured existence disdain life persistence The wheel won't be turning for long No And I need Carrion Now I am Coming home Running from I'm becoming one I'll bring you down on my own Yeah Letting go Letting go now Letting go Now pain erupts And time is slowed It's how we'll all end up Burning down Caving in Die by fire and begin again What breaks my pride will break your skull I bring the end just like an archangel Why do we end up here Live in fire and feel so cold (Oh) We burn together forever waiting for the one Letting go Letting go now Letting go Our time is up Dust from our bones This time we don't wake up Finding out Where you've been Wait in silence and begin again I'll take my time to make you fall Pass through your head at just the right angle Falling down Giving in Burn the liars and begin again What fills your pride will make you fall I am the end a fucking archangel Shepard of Fire Let's take a moment and break the ice So my intentions are known See I have pity in watching you suffer I know the feeling of being damned alone I've got a storybook of my own Don't you see I am your pride, agent of wealth, Bearer of needs? (And you know it's right) I am your war, arming the strong, aiding the weak Know me by name, Shepherd of Fire Well I can promise you paradise No need to serve on your knees And when you're lost in the darkest of hours Take a moment and tell me who you see Won't tell you who not to be Now you know I am your pride, agent of wealth, Bearer of needs? (And you know it's right) I am your war, arming the strong, aiding the weak Know me by name, Shepherd of Fire Disciple of the cross and champion in suffering Immerse yourself into the Kingdom of Redemption Harden your mind from the chains of the divine Make way, the Shepherd of Fire Through the ages of time I've been known for my hate But I'm a dealer of simple choices For me it’s never too late I am your pride, agent of wealth, Bearer of needs? (And you know it's right) I am your war, arming the strong, aiding the weak I am your wrath, I am your guilt, I am your lust (And you know it's right) I am your law, I am your star, I am your trust Know me by name, Shepherd of Fire Remember Forever A light through the window Streams in and Breaks on your brow (Breaks on through to you) And she floats on by Beautiful sad lost child Cruelty reconciled I stand with you Forever Can you feel me here? Remember (Her love will find you, her love will reach you) (Held in her arms, remember) Forever (Her love will find you, her love will heal you) (Shield you from harm, forever) Shipwrecked childhood dreams Smashed to smithereens I left you here Playing games Standing in the flames Forever (Her love will find you, her love will reach you) I see you (Held in her arms, remember) Remember (Her love will find you, her love will heal you) I'm here for you (Shield you from harm, forever) Forever I'll shield you Remember Heal you forever Forever (Her love will find you, her love will reach you) I'll reach you (Held in her arms, remember) Remember (Her love will find you, her love will heal you) I'll hold you (Shield you from harm, forever) Forever (Her love will find you, her love will reach you) I'll heal you darling (Held in her arms, remember) Remember (Her love will find you, her love will heal you) Find you forever (Shield you from harm, forever)
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    Always Running In this solemn field of silence I can barely feel the pain Blind and deaf to all the violence And I’ve always felt this way La La La La On the wind a smell of misery Fear and death perfume the air It begins again in mystery And I always end up there Always unsuspecting ao easy to lure them away from All the angels within I am running from something I'm becoming Unstoppable And I'm coming from the something that I'm running from becoming one Always Running Like something might be coming To follow me And I'm running from the something that I'm coming from Becoming one I am Letting go of all I know From this buried well of consciousness I can barely hear the rain Everyone becomes anonymous All their faces seem the same Always unrelenting Descending into our own nightmare From this twisted fantasy Falling far away from The beauty of annihilation Do the faceless face fear I am running from something I'm becoming Unstoppable And I'm coming from the something that I'm running from becoming one Always Running Like something might be coming To follow me And I'm running from the something that I'm coming from Becoming one I've become Something they all run from I want you to be gone But I know you've just begun Why am I numb To everything I have done There's no going back for me Becoming has taken its toll on me I am running from something I'm becoming Unstoppable And I'm coming from the something that I'm running from becoming one Always Running Like something might be coming To follow me And I'm running from the something that I'm coming from becoming one I am running from something I’m becoming Unstoppable And I’m coming from the something that I’m running from becoming one Always Running Like something might be coming To follow me And I’m running from the something that I’m coming from becoming one I am running from the other ones and the other ones I'm running from and becoming one means I'm running from All I am
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    Where Are We Going? Where are we going from here Where do we go Are we all blinded by fear how do we know how do we know Where do we go Where do we go How do we know Where do we go Where are we going from here How do we know Where do we go (In the lyrics video: taT GgA ccT cag aGa cca cGg att gaC gaa Tca acc) Where are we going from here Do we let go of all we know Are we all blinded by fear Where do we go when we let go I feel I'm falling from here Don't let me go Is it the calling we hear we hear how do how do we know
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    We All Fall Down Xenopsylla Cheopis MDCLXV We used the helicase to Bind the CXV Non-responsive And their ferritin is high In vivo But still seem to be alive Controls are feeling fine Despite the awful sounds Brought the incidence of Tallowy offal down we all fall down we fall down we all fall down we fall down The martyr's brethren Were not to be set free In vitro planet earth In vivo you and me He had them watch me And lock everything around He told me You seem awful down We all fall down We fall down We all fall down We fall down It will end in flashes And we'll choke on ashes And we'll all fall down Long lives the phantom I hear him sing and Scream out his anthem I feel the shadows Crying Running Coming For me Too dark To see We all fall down We fall down We all fall down We fall down It will end in flashes And we'll choke on ashes And we'll all fall down It will end in ashes of their lies We can still see flashes in our eyes But until it crashes And the atom smashes And our minds will Just fade away It will end in flashes And we'll choke on ashes And we'll fall
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    Carrion Like a dream where I'm falling and calling out my resistance is silent I can feel but I still can't control myself please forgive me now now Shadow nothing all I am stalking killing all I can I was spawned from eternal night By infernal rite and I need your carrion Neurons fire when I violate pupils dilate and I feel your carrion I could scream but I know I won't hear myself I'm a slave to synapses In my dream is the sound of a lullaby Calling me the one I'm undone and they'll all run from the chosen one 1 5 vermin martyr just as planned asking why must I be damned I was spawned from eternal night By infernal rite and I need your carrion Neurons fire when I violate pupils dilate and I feel your carrion I bring doom and defile light your entire life will now cease to carry on I've returned and I'm not alone never to atone and forever carry on and on until everyone is gone hear their begging and their pleading and their crying see them bleeding and they run and run till they cannot carry on carry on carrion carry on Carrion Carrion Carrion carrion carrion carrion and I need your carri on carrion carrion and I feel your carri on (ca) carrion (rri) carrion (on) and I need your carri (need your) on (ca) carrion (rri) carrion (o) and I feel your carrion (on) I was spawned from eternal night (ca rri) by infernal rite (on) and I need your carrion (need your) Neurons fire when I violate (ca rri) pupils dilate (o) and I feel your carrion (on) I bring doom and defile light (ca rri) your entire life (on) will now cease to carry on (need your) I've returned and I'm not alone (ca rri) never to atone (o) and forever carry (on)
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    Maxis Intel

    Pre-season Documents "Hausmeisterin: The Secret" - CHECKMATE - Gertrude Baumann, caretaker for a secret KGB training site, witnesses a dimensional breach occur inside the facility. "Hausmeisterin: The Lie" - CHECKMATE - After sealing the infected KGB inspectors inside the training facility, Gertrude plans her next steps. "Hausmeisterin: The Visitor" - CHECKMATE - Gertrude is visited by a stranger, who offers to help her with her little problem. "KGB Contact Note" - GARRISON - A note from Maxis' KGB contact, accompanied by two photos she's managed to send to Maxis. "Soviet War Hero" - GARRISON - A picture of a Russian Colonel shaking hands with a Red Army soldier. "Red Army Encounter" - GARRISON - A picture of the Red Army encountering an unknown phenomenon.
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