Some general updates. I'm 18 now. I'm living on my own. I have a girlfriend who I love dearly, we've been together almost a year now. I've been through emotional and physical abuse, drug addiction, suicide attempts, and hospitalization, but I still am managing to write this post on a forum that may have completely forgotten my name. Truth is, I don't know if any of you care about my story anymore (or maybe you never did, and thats okay) To you guys, i'm just a stranger on the internet. But I wanted to post here today to say thank you, because if it wasn't for this community and zombies as a whole, I don't know if I ever would've gotten to this point. A point where I can say I'm happy with where I am in life. A point where I can say that I'm glad to be alive. I know I've been offline for probably upwards of a year now, but every now and then I always come back to this site (typically without signing in) because seeing your names (Lenne, Meh, anonymous, lithium, looking at you guys ) reminded me of the support that you guys gave to me before, and gave me the strength to carry on in the face of adversity. Sorry this post has no real point. I just wanted to get this off of my chest and finally thank you guys for being a part of this community and keeping it running. To be entirely honest, however, I think it;s time for me to finally move on. This will absolutely be my final post on this site, one to say thank you and good-bye. If anyone cares to ask any questions, I'll check back in on this thread tomorrow after class, but after tomorrow I have no plans on returning. I love you all. ~Alyx live.txt

@Lenne @anonymous Looks like I'm reviving a dead post. Hello all! I am back and well. I will be brief to summarize my situation. My parents got divorced when I was about 4 or 5 years old. I am now 17 years old. Shortly before I started this thread, I was in a bad living situation, where I was consistently under abuse both mental and physical from my mother, due to her and my step dad's alcoholism. They would get drunk almost every night and focus their personal problems on me. Because of this, right after I pressed "post" on this thread, I ran away. At the time, I didn't have a car or a real plan, so I grabbed my phone, charger, and a rubik's cube in a backpack and took off down the driveway. I got a decent distance down the road when I met up with a friend of mine who kindly let me stay at her house for the night. From there, I contacted my dad (who lives about an hour away) and he drove over to where I was staying and picked me up. On the ride back to his house, I explained the situation. He was kind and accepting. Long story short, we scheduled a court date, and after a few months, I now officially live with my dad and step mom. During the move, I had to leave my job, and as a result I haven't had almost any money, and what I do make from doing household chores goes towards gas so I can get to and from school. Since moving, I decided to get into Drama/Play Production at my new school, and it's helped me fit in, but it takes up almost all of my free time. That and my money situation explains my prolonged absence. I know this post is a bit scattered, and I'm sorry about that. I'll be spending the next few weeks hopefully educating myself about BO4 and getting back into this, so hopefully I'll be back where I used to. Thank you all for your support in the past months. I love you all ~Alyx

Hello all. It is with a rather heavy heart that I must inform you all that due to recent complications with my living situation, I will be offline until the BO4 season. I'd much rather not go into the specifics of why I'm going, but I feel like (especially as of late) I should've given a reason as to my absence. ~With all due respect, Alyx

Ah we all still love ya anon <3 As long as you're happy, I'm happy

Obey?

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E please

Alrighty, thank you very much! Sorry if this was a fruitless request

In all honesty, I really hope we can vary away from just grabbing another piece of the sword. I really didn't like The Darkest Shore because to me, it felt rather boring in the sense that we're just getting another bit of the sword. Doesn't Straub need the ENTIRE sword to summon Barbarossa? Another question: If we're retrieving all of these pieces one after another, WHY ARE WE STILL CHASING STRAUB? If we still have the hilt (and now, pommel) on our person, we're LITERALLY BRINGING THE SWORD TO STRAUB. Sounds a bit counterproductive.

Well fuck me gently with a chainsaw, I'll be damned! Hopefully this one doesn't end on another "straub's getting away!!1!1 oh noes, better go do something crazy to chase him!"

Hello! I'm sorry I'm a little bit off or if this is the wrong place to ask, but it appears that I lost the "Donor" status after the March CoDZ(dot)com update. I donated in mid-february if you need to cross-verify. Unless the donor status is given temporarily, in which case I'm sorry to bother you admins! ~Alyx

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I truly hope I'm not the only one wishing to see Victis again. Their story was left on a very loose end, especially given their location under Alcatraz with the line "Until they are needed again". If Primis is stuck in the loop spanning from Origins to Revelations, would it be possible for the Primis characters to reach out to Victis, asking them to break the cycle? I think it would be pretty cool to see the two groups fighting alongside each other, if that's where we end up. Heck, I could be wayyy wrong and nothing I'm proposing would make any sense, but without the crazy theories, where's the fun in theorizing?