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A confession of something I should have said way earlier

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So yesterday I once again had a nice chat with my Finnish fellow @jiipee95 on discord, when we came upon this subject. I've lied. I've lied to all of you. Not a lie that harms anyone, but perhaps worse: An unnecessary lie that shouldn't even ever have existed. It's existence is even by coincide, actually. But when I told about to to Jiipee, I felt like telling the entire community about it. It will change your complete perspective about me. So if you wish to clung with the old Anon, you're warned. If this made you curious, which it undoubtedly does, you could continue reading. But I warned you.

 

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I'm not gonna delay it further: I'm no 18-year-old girl. I'm an 18-year-old boy. 

 

BOOM

 

But why you've said you were female, you might ask. To be honest, I didn't even wanted to say that. When creating an account on this site, I must have selected something wrong. I didn't even knew my gender was 'female' on my profile page, untill people were talking about me as "she" and "her" etc cetera. First, I didn't notice, but when I noticed, I was sunken that deep into it that I didn't had the balls to crawl out of it. And why should I tell it to anyone, I thought, it doesn't matter after all, right? And they will never found out. Not that long ago, 2 years after I made an account on this wonderful site, I had the first and till now only disadvantage of lying. People in a discord group were doing a voice/video chat with each other. You understand I couldn't take part of that. And once again, I lied: I said I couldn't speak English (only write) and therefore I could unfortunately not take part of the talk. They, as kind CoDZers do, said "That's okay, no problem" but I felt deeply sorry in my mind.

 

Now I've talked with Jiipee about it, and I wanted to say it to you all. To confess that in fact, I am male. Furthermore, nothing changes. My opinions, thoughts and experiences I ever shared with this community are all the same (though, @Lenne, that love story wasn't about love with as boy, but love with a girl). I'm still the same TranZit and beer loving optimistic (if I can say so myself)  theorist with a weakness for environment and nature. Every statement and comment I made on this site is true, it are all my own thoughts. The only difference really is, is that male fingers have typed everything, instead of female. So I hope nothing will change. I hope you can forgive me and all of you stay as kind as you are to everyone and me in the past. Hopefully this doesn't sever my relation with CoDZ.

Now special thanks for you, Jiipee, once again. Without you, this was probably a secret to the end of CoDZ, or me :P. Have a great day everyone!

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You can be a boy, a girl or a frog. I still like you all the same, Anon. <3 

 

I can even relate to you rolling with the female train, due to not being brave enough to tell the truth right away... or maybe brave is the wrong word, but I hope you know what I mean.

 

You had me worried there for a sec though, cause I thought this would be a more "fatal" post, as in I've murdered a guy, or maybe something less lethal, but still traumatizing like: "I am TAMB". haha

 

The interwebs can be so quirky sometimes. 

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17 minutes ago, Lenne said:

You can be a boy, a girl or a frog. I still like you all the same, Anon. <3 

 

I can even relate to you rolling with the female train, due to not being brave enough to tell the truth right away... or maybe brave is the wrong word, but I hope you know what I mean.

 

You had me worried there for a sec though, cause I thought this would be a more "fatal" post, as in I've murdered a guy, or maybe something less lethal, but still traumatizing like: "I am TAMB". haha

 

The interwebs can be so quirky sometimes. 

Good, that way it can only be better (not trying to worry anyone, though).

 

Yes, brave is the good word, I think. Not that I am an uncertain person in real life or something (but unbrave, perhaps, I am), but I somehow felt like I was gonna disappoint people when I said the reality they thought was real is fake (Me being female turned out to be me being male). I did not want this and I thought if I never tell anyone, I will not "harm" anyone, if you get what I mean. Turned out to be a ticking time bomb, though. Eventually, the truth will always surface. Makes me think: Why did I confess actually? Wasn't it easier to keep lying? It felt wrong, I think. And good old Jiipee, of course :P.

 

Thanks for the words Lenne <3

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Hey, that's all right with me, nothing's really different either way. To be honest, I understand why you did it. I am also the type to just roll with someone's assumption just to avoid confrontation. People get my name wrong all the time because I'm very introverted and non-sociable and I just say nothing because I'm fine with it.

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14 hours ago, RadZakpak said:

Hey, that's all right with me, nothing's really different either way. To be honest, I understand why you did it. I am also the type to just roll with someone's assumption just to avoid confrontation. People get my name wrong all the time because I'm very introverted and non-sociable and I just say nothing because I'm fine with it.

Dankje Rad, replies like this really make me feel better. Actually, I don't even feel sad/bad anymore. Everyone here reacts so relaxed and kind. <3

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I mean, you're a cool person no matter who you are in real life. I respect ya either way. As I've learned from one of the greatest animated movies out there (Iron Giant) ...you are who you choose to be.

 

I could be a football playing king in space online, if I wanted, but... eh. Not my style.

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3 hours ago, The Meh said:

I mean, you're a cool person no matter who you are in real life. I respect ya either way. As I've learned from one of the greatest animated movies out there (Iron Giant) ...you are who you choose to be.

 

I could be a football playing king in space online, if I wanted, but... eh. Not my style.

Thank you Meh! Guess I should watch the Iron Giant one time as well. And I too wish to be a football playing king in space. Appreciate the kind words, which I can expect of someone who is over 2000 days on CoDZ ;P

 

Never said it that directly, but I must say that I really appreciate your presence here on this site and your kind of sarcastic humour <3

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22 hours ago, anonymous said:

Never said it that directly, but I must say that I really appreciate your presence here on this site and your kind of sarcastic humour <3

This.

@The Meh you have come a long way on this site since you've signed up. In my opinion, dunno if you care for that, but I thought I could second Anon's post.

 

Sorry for going a bit off topic, but I am sure you won't mind. But even if you guys did, I wouldn't care, cause:

 

 

Jk <3 xoxo

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46 minutes ago, Lenne said:

This.

@The Meh you have come a long way on this site since you've signed up. In my opinion, dunno if you care for that, but I thought I could second Anon's post.

 

Sorry for going a bit off topic, but I am sure you won't mind. But even if you guys did, I wouldn't care, cause:

 

 

Jk <3 xoxo

SPREAD THAT LOVE <3

 

I remember when I once said to Meh "that his contributions to this site were great untill now", just me being bad in English and not meaning to be pessimistic. Meh replied: "Oh well, I actually hoped that my future was a bit more positive but thank you I guess". That kind of sarcastic comments always make me laugh that hard. Next to this, I simply like his character.

 

To be honest, I have a certain (positive) character of everyone on this site, how people here are in real life: characters that I hardly can explain in words. I wrote the first CoDZ story just out of no where, without thinking of the continuation of that story, and I thinking of deleting it. After that, I will think of a new story, the complete story, and rewrite it with the real characteristics of folks on this site.

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We're on the love boat, eh?

 

Add one more to the crew. Like Lenne said @anonymous, you could be a frog and that wouldn't change how much we cherish and support you. You're CoDZ family - that's what matters most. :smile:

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On 4/9/2018 at 4:13 PM, anonymous said:

Never said it that directly, but I must say that I really appreciate your presence here on this site and your kind of sarcastic humour <3

 

5 hours ago, Lenne said:

This.

@The Meh you have come a long way on this site since you've signed up. In my opinion, dunno if you care for that, but I thought I could second Anon's post.

 

*cries tears of joy*

 

im not crying youre crying GIF

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

In all seriousness, though, I appreciate you guys saying this to me... a lot. I don't think I'd be the type of person here that I am today without all the people I've met here...

 

Not to take any light from the main post though... but I very much do appreciate what you've said. (...even if the way I worded that was iffy... for being a guy born in America it almost feels like English wasn't supposed to be my first language with how horrible I articulate things).

 

hey arnold nick splat GIF

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16 hours ago, The Meh said:

Not to take any light from the main post though... but I very much do appreciate what you've said. (...even if the way I worded that was iffy... for being a guy born in America it almost feels like English wasn't supposed to be my first language with how horrible I articulate things).

Oh no, no need to blame yourself. I've had it quite alot of times while being here, just saying something the wrong way which causes people to understand my comment different than I meant. No real trouble, though, just small misunderstandings. And in this case it led to a quite funny situation

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You can still have my :769:

 

CoDZ Family for life :b0209: 

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Ah we all still love ya anon <3 As long as you're happy, I'm happy :75: 

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1 hour ago, Silv3r Energy said:

Ah we all still love ya anon <3 As long as you're happy, I'm happy :75: 

Ha, you must be happy all the time ;P

Thanks for the words, Silver <3

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