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I always thought there would be more pain, but it’s really quite serine. There is a feeling of bliss coursing through my body as I lay here motionless, covered in my own innards waiting for the inevitable. Time seems to be irrelevant; I know that I have only been in this betwixt state for a matter of seconds, but the clarity I have now is remarkable. This one moment is frozen, no moving forward.

 

Lying here reflecting on my life, reliving the events leading up to this moment with the benefit of hindsight I realise the mistakes that I made. If only I had packed the torch that Billy so intently insisted I take; and maybe a bicycle wasn’t the best mode of transportation given the circumstances. But what does it matter now, perhaps it’s for the best.

 

I used to be so scared all the time, not any more. I can honestly say that in this moment, my back flat on the hard cold concrete, I have never felt so alive. They really did a number on me too, my guts on show for all to see, but still I’m invigorated. Unable to move but full of unrest, the adrenaline is pumping and I’m rearing to go.

 

I understand now too, I never did before but now I do. It makes sense now, everything makes sense. Why they do it, what drives them, where they came from, where the first came from. Everyone blamed the experiments and the Germans; it’s all they ever talked about. How wrong they were.

 

I can feel them now, not physically touch them, but feel them. They’re in my head with me, every last one of them. I am part of them now; we are together and at peace and it is beautiful. This is how things should be, united as one with the same goals and objectives. A hive with one purpose… [tab][/tab]to expand.

 

We can feel my legs again, it must be time. We must stand and we must find others to join us. Together we can all be at peace. We will find you, all of you, and give you this gift. We are coming.

 

Don’t fight us and don’t hide from us, we are your salvation!

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